I live in the year 2015

     Here I am in 2015 and it's a fast paced technology ridden world. It all started with us and planet earth. The planet began with all kinds of raw materials which we've used to develop sophisticated technologies. We've built. We've designed. We've done amazing things. And here we are. Same world. Same place. Same disposition. With seemingly more options.

     Now, I'm not labeled a Philosopher. I think a lot about how to live. Maybe I am a philosopher, I don't know. One thing is for sure, I want to be the best I can be. I'm not so concerned with outside issues. I believe that anybody has the ability to determine how the world responds to him personally. I believe anything is possible.

     The issue I have is how to move forward truthfully, properly, correctly, in the best way. There are so many pulls to get absorbed in, and to lose oneself in conversations and opinions. It's unsettling. Can a person live today, under the radar, not "connected" with everything and everybody all the time, under a pile of drama and a seeming responsibility to be so?

   I think that what I truly want, is to be able to live well having everything I need, without having much to do with everything that's going on in the world. It's not important to me. It's too much and it's annoying.

     I like technology. It's useful. Tools are useful. But for what? To build I suppose. To build what? And how much of it? Where are we heading? What do we need, and what should we do with it?

     It seems to me that most people are not headed anywhere. They don't use their minds. They're just existing and don't want much more than narcissistic supply.

     In other words, What Are You Doing With Your Life?!

     Perpetuating perpetuation

     Bravo

     Great

     Not really

     I hate perpetuating empty perpetuation. I really hate it. My mind works differently. I like reaching levels. I like meaning. I like growth. I'm not engrossed in the material world more than what I need from it. When I have that, all I care about is spirituality, and big picture growth.

     I'm sensitive. Others have their way of seeing things. It's normally too crazy for me. It messes me up. As people we listen to eachother. We absorb eachother. We affect and infect eachother.

     Me in 2015

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     I'm not going to comment on the animals or the jungle, as that what they are. Completely shallow programs running on autopilot. Nothing deep there. I prefer to dig deeper and use my human mind. This blog is not for non-believers. It's not for wild pleasure seeking rat racers. It's not in place to satisfy the empty pursuits of brainwashed followers of foolishness. This is a blog for the thinking man. Some folks think that the top is where the light shines on them. Where they are being honored with illusionary royalties. They make me sick as do their hedonistic heathen dens. Good people are trying to be good and trying to be better, not wading in their immaturity. Good people use their minds constructively, constantly, for the betterment of mankind. Those ones are safe from calamity as they are the Kings favorites. He loves them and He needs them more than anything else in the world. I see millions of people being completely controlled. I was one of them. They aim for wickedness. It rules over them. They are focused on their own demise, and they love it. Screw that. It's foul. Get that shit out of my face. What will happen with us all? Children are so pure, bred by zombies, to be zombies. There's no hope for so many. They were born to fail. The news is negative. Who the hell wants that? It's a darn shame. We could be living in joy. Total joy. Goodnight.

Done

Pleasure cannot be achieved in this world. Only pain.

Satan's job is to mislead us to pleasure, when there is only pain.

Anytime you think there will be pleasure, you're wrong.

Hello fellow sufferers.

Another day of nothingness has fallen upon us all.

Hopefully this time we will all realize how completely hopeless our struggles are.

It doesn't matter what you're struggling for.

Nothing good can possibly come out of it at this time*.

There might be moments of pleasure, but they only lead to pain.

So try your best to let go of the dream, because the dream is not possible.

It's just a foolish dream.

Two fingers pull at the nose of he who is foolish enough to think it real.

We've been led to believe.

We've been shown lies.

We even thought we could have it.

Nobody has it and nobody ever will.

Not in this lifetime*.

Even if u think you've figured out a way, it's not a way. There is no way.

So just accept that life is about just existing and nothing more.

There is nothing more.

All of the worlds pleasures are actually bullets tearing us to shreds.

Just existing is all there is to do.

Stop the laughing and the addiction to joy.

Stop pretending at my expense.

That's right.

I said it.

You can wave it in my face but I know what it really is.

It's everything bad all in one place.

Packaged in attraction and lies.

Ramblings of the form of a man or something like that

I will express how I perceive everything.
What is it all?!
What am I in terms of what I perceive?
Do I contort reality with stinkin thinkin?
If I'd just be a bystander, not opinionating, or rocking the boat, would Gd's love overwhelm and complete me?
Is it that easy or must I do something more???